Monday, December 26, 2005
MerrY MeRrY cHristMas!!!
Its ChRIstMas!!! tWo Days aGo thOugh... But the sPirit nEver DieS!!!!
sTiLL hAveN't BougHt sHoes... nO sIZez.... aRrrgH!!!
hOMeworK uNfInisHEd .... I'm DEAD!!!!
tOdaY gOIn For MEaL... yAy!!!
Was SiCK yeSterDay
cLEaNer RooM NOw!!!
gOnna Quit Work.... schoOLz sTartIng!!!
Yay!!!!
Posted at 6:03 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
wA KaO
Arrrgh...Juz woke up at my friend's house.... very sleepy.. juz a few hrs from gettin my shoes... excited man... .haha...
Now still kinda paranoic bout my ipod... searches for it for bout every 5 10 mins... juz to make sure that its there.... crazy me... ...
The pastamatrix ppl haven pay me yet.. i so wanna strangle them .. .. .
My money... faster come...
Posted at 10:53 PM
waHaha.... juz more blaHz from me .... .
Wa kao... almost lost my ipod shuffle... dropped on the car... don't know what i'll do if i really lose it.. might really go crazy... its like my sanity... losing it means going insane...
Went for haircut today... now got new SHORT hair... dun really like it... but i think when it grows long it will look much much better than before ... The hairstylist got sense of fashion la.. not too bad... a bit bengish la...
Haiz... tomorrow finally can get my shoes... day and night dream of having it... but when i get my hands on it i scared i might not cherish it... or maybe over cherish it a bit... haha.. thats so me... scrimp and save, then splurge and splurge... More blahz tomorrow...
Posted at 5:49 AM
The lyrics to the song Tian Hui ( Grey Sky, or Sky Grey, whichever way you like it, haha... )
S.H.E 天灰
如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麽叫永遠
想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰
Chorus:
我的天空今天有一點灰
我的新是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜
所有的燈早已全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現 我會不會覺得快了一些
可惜殘忍時間 縂要把諾言一點點摧毀
Repeat Chorus
Posted at 1:25 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
sO LoNG sTill dunno...
Haiz.. haha... hI aLL... sTill dun kNow wAd Is bLoGGin foR, bUt sInce many people doin it.. so muz be kinda fun bahz... feel kinda left out if i dun start bloggin... like some left out alien.. Now working at pasta causeway.. Kinda fun, except still can't really fit into the people there... trying hard though.. can even name some of them here.. : Matthew, Wen Sheng, Pei Ling, Grace, Deborah, Victoria, Emma, Daniel, MeiLing, Ah Yang, Jack, Ricky, Stefani, Yi Tong, Adam, Len, Winson, Colin, Ying Wei ( i think..) , Melvin, Zul, Thomas( this one wun dunno de), Elaine and Guo Rong. Should be all i think? Friendly people there la.. .. all nice nice people.. ..
Enough bout the pasta oredy... hungry now... shit man... got two essay questions haven't attempt.. then gonna skip hockey tomorrow again.. .haha.. slacker me.. so seldom man.... wun see me slack everytime one la.. its just that the psychological test thomas send me result show that i mentally and physically tired, need a break or gonna snap.. I dun really feel tired though.. juz feel that got too many a things undone... too many things i never put in effort... too many things i wanna achieve in this life... too many expectations of my self... too many self contradictions... too many things i cannot let go off...
So i'm just kinda like drifting about , like driftwood la... no aim at all... i just really need a quiet spot in this world.. where no one will notice me.. then i can really let go of everything for once... not death wish though... i find the suicide people very selfish... never think of those around them.. not like me.. think so much about them that i forget to think of myself sometimes... not trying to be great or something.. but just a can't bear to see people suffer when i can actually make a difference...
Found this S.H.E song very nice.. called Tian Hui ( Grey Sky)... very nostalgic that kind.. the slow slow, but not will sleep that kind... kinda sad, kinda relaxes me that kind one... the lyrics i like la... the kind of the helpless helpless kind one... feeling hopeless is kinda like me... but still i can go around showing people that i hold hope high, and want them to do so too... I'm the kind where i dun like to see people who i know fall... even if i have to fall to do so.. and i hate people who enjoy seeing those that never do anything to them fall ... plain assholes... nothing but shit from them... i like to ka chiao this kinda people one... haha... prankster me takes over from then... ...
Posted at 9:01 AM