Tuesday, January 31, 2006
i NOt sTuPid tOO....
Juz juz watched the movie... 5 stars... felt that it was better than i thought it would be... has deep meanings to the content... recommend all to watch it soon... reflects how some students really feel at sometimes... especially the one on the Shawn's family... sumthing bout having everything which is actually nothing at all... and the part on Joshua's family bout the boorish dad not knowing how to express his concern for the child... so true sometimes... touching, yet funny at the same time... especially the way they use hokkien... haha... so juvenIles out there.. (including myself), thInk b4 u say... and act... the word think has many meanings to it... penny for your thoughts... and of course , there was another part on the lead feeling lonely... felt like him sometimes... like you know its not your fault that things are happening thisaway, but there's no point blaming others too.. its a terrible feeling... i'll call that feeling helpless.. like u juz can't do something to change the situation no matter how hard you try.. and others around you who wanna offer help are not really sincere, making it feel even worse cuz they dun know the seriousness of the prob.. haha.. sound like some kiddo wid a problematic family... no la.. my family is ok... nothings wrong wid it... really...
so.. to all those youth who are out there... feeling helpless... please dun give up... press on...
Posted at 5:35 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
jUZ a fEw more hoURs...!!!
at grandma's house now... jUZ a fEw hOuRs to CNY!!! so exHiLiRated.... hmm, gonna see ting and the rest next week... excited too... so many things for me to be excited about... haha... goin Mr Roy house too.. can see his cute baby... Long time never go Mr Roslan house le... dunno how hez been though... like i care... haha... he was kinda evil to me... biased, real biased.... juz tagged on everytime they went to his house so i cud keep in touch wid my frenz.. he was the one that started to make me feel tat things dun really go fair in life.... anyways.... New Year's Coming, so new beginning... ( jAn 1st was juz a few days ago..) haha.. eVery1. happy happy new year!!!!
Posted at 2:51 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
CNY approaching!!!
Haha... CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING!!!! FINALLY!!! HE XING NIAN ZU XING NIAN!!!! so enthu sia... no la... excited bout all the food and stuff.. and the best of all... no SCHOOL!!! so YiPpee...!!! weNt ouT wId cLass 2day... ok la... not too bad... but we all got DiFF sHoPpin sTyLes.. sO mEt wiD a LiL friCtion... aNd thEy sAiD sUmThinG thAt i rEaLLy aM bOtheRed and coNcErnEd bOut... tHey CaLLed Me a BeNg.... wHiCh is A dEgRatoRy tErm to Me... tO me, its juz another word for BeiNg a gAnGSter.... nO maTter hOw i tRy... nO sOuL oUt thEre excePt my BuDdies reAllY kNoW deEp dOwn inSide thaT i aM no BenG... aNd i dOn't LiKe it wHen otHer Ppl cAll us Bengs... nvm.... sMaLL mAtteR... If gOt ppL oUt theRe sTiLl sAy mE BenG.. mEAns i Not TryIng hArd eNuf.. gOtta Try hArdeR... aLreADy tRYiNg hArd thougH... beIng mOre cIvIliZed... aNd evErything doesn'T reAllY seem to help... tHey jUz waNNa cAll u A beng... AnYwAys... bAck to the CNY thingy... cAn gO bAi nIan TogEther AgaiN... sEe aLL the Relative rElaTivE... haha.. so tRaditiOnal.... bUt bEsT oF aLL, cAn gO to FrieNDs hoUse foR a forMaL rEaSoN...!!!!! sO eVerYonE oUt therE... hApPie nEw yEaR!!!!
Posted at 5:00 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
mUaHahaha!!!
guEss waD? cNY comIng !!! to Me ... CNY = New Clothes!!! but this year cut down on a lot... juz bought two long sleeve shirts.... a bit adultish... but nevermind... good for a change.. so sick of t-shirts and jeans.... ( i dun usually wear them anyway)... can't wait to wear my CNY clothes... reaLLy wanna buy tHe 99 DollAr bErMS doh... sO cOOl... anyways.. LifE gEttiN a LiL' BeTteR fOr mE in Sch... BeGiNning to Pass 2.4 already... can run 4km at 23min 45 sec today!!! not veh fast, But aCcomplIShMeNt la... sHALL maKan to CelEbRate... iF i dIDn't puke today I wOUlDn'T havE fAiL.... FrIggIn sHIt.... but 45 sec nia, nvm la... ... could feel the WiND toDay... wOOO hOOO.... oH yeah.. even maths and econs don't seEm So sEcary anYMoRe...... cAn't waiT foR pRom thOugh... buT wHo to aSK !!! feEL liKe asKiNg HEr.... ( sOmeoNE cHio in my ScHooL), but i DuncH kNow iF shE aTTached noT.... gOT AnoTher persoN to asK too ( bUT lIke no fUn asKiNG heR) laTer confLicT wiD my otHeR fReN la... hOW!!!??? nVm.... wORse come TO wORst go AlOnE lo... appEar as elIgiBle bAcheLor... haha!!.. no money left in account hoW to eligible... nVm... wiLL let my AccOunt exCeed 10000 someday de... speNdIng too much!!! goTTa cut Down.... nEw yEar resolution... lose wEigHT till .. eerrm.... 54? actually no need la.. my weight's alRite... not Too heAvy,nOt too lIght... can Do , Can Do... hAiz... maybe grow taller by an inch or two... haha.... shaLL try.. shall tRY...
Posted at 3:45 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
BleAhx....
Haha.. juz here to update... nOBoDy iS sEeiNg me thEse few days.. i'm invisible!!!!! aAaarrgH!!! joking la.. .. went jog ytd.. ran 6km plus bahx... fun... shiok, but tired .. gotta friggin run under 11 min for 2.4 or i'm done for.. ... helP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 5:44 AM